it also means that i theoretically have time to get shit done. in reality this means i am working full time at the SNRE, helping move shit. which is actually pretty okay except for the not sleeping in till noon everyday thing. this way i will not have to feel guilty about all the work that i could be getting done, and amn't.

i stayed up very late last night, and i watched three movies. first i watched "Kids" with trevor and jean and glenn. its an upsetting movie. and very much like "i new all those kids in middle/high school" and accurate straightforward representation of icky upsetting things. and so much drugs and sex and drugs. and you'd hear them talking about how they got wasted and fucked so-and-so and braggin about how they liked their pussy, but you never took them seriously, assumed it all strutting and showing, because, honestly now, who in the world would ever fuck them? and well. various numerous things.

and so then other people were like "wanna watch a movie?" and i was like "YES, as long as its not something upsetting." so then we went and there was "Starship Troopers" and i decreed that we must watch it. it was the perfect sort of contrast. its a great movie, with doogie howser and the propaganda news report cuts. Ah. i'm very happy we watched it last night.

and then i tried to find ryan and isaac, who i should have called before the film.. but i couldn't, but then isaac called and came over and brought the musical episode of Buffy (the Vampire Slayer) and we watched that. and concluded that teevee is really strange, as neither of us have really watched teevee in over a year (me since i moved out of my parent's house, with a few big time vegging lapses in between, but i probably haven't sat down and watched teevee much more than 10 times in the past 3 years.) yah. and then we watched a rerun of SNL on comedy central and then just talked half broken until 4:30 or 6 or something. i don't know. it was like 2 at least when he came over in the first place.

i need to get trevor to help me replace my car speakers today, because they're being all sucky, and i clearly want them to work, instead of not working. and think i'm gonna go home and have dinner and hang out a bit tomorrow, and pick up my sewing stuff (in hopes that i will work on it some..) and etc. and so i should do it today.

okay. so its a bright sunny cold day, like that. and a certain mixtape from a certain person (who fucking rocks) arrived in the mail today, so i think i'm gonna go out and just walk around town with headphones on and walk and get toothpaste and possibly go to the gym. and well.

yes. walking around in the bright.