oh well.

i guess its been one of those sorts of weeks. you all know exactly what i'm talking about. the sort of week where you can be laughing so hard milk comes out of your nose and afterwards you still feel shitty.

there are way way too many things that i want to do this weekend. and then few that i absolutely have to do.

i want to:

build computers

see mysara (which includes underwear shopping and baking cookies)

make mixtapes

finish master and margarita

see my mommy and daddy

talent show party

go to depressed party

i have to:

write a paper

finish my master study for color

go to the DIA

erm. and i so need to just drop that class, but i went and talked to the gsi today and she was so nice and friendly and totally suck and i want to not dissapoint her which is stupid because she's just a teacher for a class in a university, but i can't stand the thought of letting her down. this is how i get. this is what motivates me in school - the desire to make my teachers like me. and she tried to help me figure out what all my options were, so i didn't just panic and tunnelvision: I Must Drop This Class. and she offered to just let one of the three main assignments other than the midterm and final slide since i already missed it.

ah shit. i was like thanks and i'll see what happens over the weekend and try to catch up and come to class on tuesday. and i really should just drop it and i so don't want to now but i'd just spend the rest of the semester panicking over it.

i'm so weak.