i've gotten myself into a predicament.

oh well.

my vanity is not happy with me right now.

i want a hot shower and a shoulder rub.

i want to run.

i want to sleep until i wake up. i want my papers to be magically written for me. i want the world to bend to my will. i want everything rosy. i want to raise a clutch of ducklings. i want something other than mediocrity. i don't want to make any decisions.

i want sleep.